Sorry I haven't been updating lately. Things here have been absolutely insane. Job interviewing is basically a full-time job, in addition to the craziness that is my regular full-time job. I'm still as conflicted as ever and I'm not really sure what to do. The best thing about this is that I have a lot of time to think and mull things over. I'm trying to decide what's important to me and what I want my next move to be. I meet with my "mentor" in t minus 30 min, and I'm really excited to get some type of guidance. I just don't know what it is that I want out of life, and while I know that there's no wrong decision, I don't want to have any regrets. I've committed myself to taking on a new role, but what kind of role do I want? Does my love for my company trump my love for event planning? Do I want to keep my foot in the corporate world or do I want to eventually become an entrepreneur? I hate how complicated life is sometimes. I miss the days where things were just laid out for you. It was so easy to excel in the good old days because you knew exactly what was expected of you. There was grade school, then middle school, then high school, and then college. Even leaving college didn't feel as crazy, because it was expected that you just get a job. Now that I have one, I don't know what to do. I really just want to feel fulfilled. Is that really all that difficult?
Sigh. Things.
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