return to dating?

I may go on a date in the next few days. I'm weird about this because it feels like forever since I last dated. I can't even remember the last time a guy took me out. Thinking... thinking... I know I last had sex in February on the cruise. I don't know if I've gone on a date since then. I've just been feeling fat and ugly and terrible lately and I don't want to be bothered. It's also hard for me to focus on men when I'm not at a good place in my career. I've been talking to a nice lawyer, though - my age, Harvard grad, cute ginger with glasses. My interest is piqued. We'll see how it goes. I am starting to miss the game a little bit. I miss flirting and dates and long conversations over wine. That feeling of excitement before you see someone. I want it back.