Ugh, I'm in a shitty mood and I'm up at 3:25am doing work and life stuff. Interviews are OVER! Well, God willing. I really don't want to go in for another one. I'm leaning towards leaving my current company, which is terrifying but exciting at the same time! I feel like good things may come of this and I'm really looking forward to the change. I just went in to the other internal interview and I didn't get a good vibe. It felt stodgy and boring and I didn't connect with the hiring manager at all. I think he was distracted and it just felt odd. So, no bueno on that.
My date got canceled =( His grandfather passed and he had to go away. I really hope I hear from him because he seems like a good time and I enjoyed chatting with him. I just hate how timing and dating never seem to work out for me. In the meantime, I've been chatting with a bunch of other men that I'm really not interested in AT ALL. Just little distractions.
I'm tired. I'm so fucking tired and I don't want to do any of the social obligations I've signed myself up for. I'm stressed out and breaking out because of it. I can't stay awake to save my life and take these epic naps and I just really don't want to deal with people (beyond my core group of friends that are low-key and low maintenance). I just want to chill out. Instead, I have a week full of annoying things - work offsite (which is weird when you want off the team), a work dinner down in MTV, and a fucking 9pm dinner at House of Prime Rib on Thursday that literally makes me want to shoot myself in the face. I am so looking forward to the little bit of travel I've got planned over the next two months. I'm craving the change of scenery and pace.
Okay, back to work and Real Housewives!
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