the waiting game.

I'm terrible at waiting, but it looks like it'll be another week before I know about this job. Good Lord! I guess this is good, though - more time to think. Plus Mercury will be out of Retrograde then! Yay! Haha yes, I'm a complete New Age hippie freak and I don't give a fuck what people think about it.

In other news, since I'm waiting, I'm trying to focus on some other shit. I am finally at the point where I know I want to change my eating and fitness habits. I've felt so gross lately. My new hair is helping to balance that, but I know that I'm ready to start working out and stop eating crap (and maybe curbing my drinking). I like to think this is a completely new phase in my life where everything is going to change. More effort on getting healthy. More effort on finding happiness in my career. More effort in dating (or at least getting laid). I don't often make time for those kinds of things, and I need to start being more selfish with my time. It's hard for me, though. I like to be a part of everything and hate missing out, so it's hard to turn down invitations or to prioritize the search for a man over other areas of my life. Here's hoping I can figure my shit out over the next couple of months!