i like boys.

I get irrationally excited when The Activist texts me and wants to hang out. It's nice to be excited about someone, but in a measured sort of way. It's different from the way I've been with other guys and I feel like the nature of our relationship is different. Maybe I'm finally getting the friends with benefits situation I've always wanted. We like and respect each other, but we're also insanely attracted to each other - the chemistry is perfect. Yet, I don't want it to be some girlfriend/boyfriend thing and I don't think he does either. It feels oddly healthy and perfect for where I am right now. Now if only my damn period would cooperate and go away so we can have fun!