trying to establish some sense of normalcy.

I am exhausted tired and there is so much about my life that is in shambles right now, but I'm holding out hope that Q4 is when I can get my shit together. There are so many things on my list that I want to tackle, but this month is going to be a bit insane. I have Hawaiian wedding, which I am SO excited about! I have my birthday, which I'm less excited about. I also have a whole bunch of career conversations to have in the upcoming weeks. There really is so much to do. When I'm done, though, I need to tackle the following:

• Cleaning my apartment. My bedroom and my closet are a shitshow. I need to fucking handle that. I'm a grown ass woman and I'm not trying to be on an episode of Hoarders, but I'm getting close.
• Getting fit. I miss working out. My body misses it. I need to get back to it before I gain even more weight than I already have.
• Getting on a normal sleep schedule. I think if I got more rest life would just be better in general.
• Dating for serious. I've been kind of just dicking around lately and I've decided that I want to get serious about dating and meeting someone who could be a life partner. I'm hoping that somehow putting this intent out into the universe will yield something positive. But then I'm also a cynical bitch who is like... well, maybe there really is no one for me. Womp womp. We'll see if the intent thing works.

Those are some things on my mind. Now back to me trying to get a shit ton of things done before 3am.