jesus, this year.

So far, Year of Fun has been #YearOfIllness. Which is fine... shit happens and all, but I'm really looking forward to being a normal human being again. Had a long talk with one of my girls at work and we are both sick of the status quo. I'm trying to figure out why my body is rebelling against me and what it's trying to tell me. Obviously change is needed, but it's hard to change when all you want to do is curl in the fetal position and sleep. All of this coughing I've been doing is so not the business. I wish I could just take a week off and do nothing but straighten my apartment, eat healthy, and sleep for like 10 hours a night, but I have events so that's not going to happen. I'm just really ready to feel whole again. I'm not used to feeling limited - it sucks. I can't drink the way I used to, I can't hang out the way I used to - everything is different and it's painful. Sigh. Here's hoping March is better than February!