The thought of work tomorrow is agonizing. I just want to stay at home all day, watch all the Boardwalk Empire, and take epic walks around the city. Instead, I get to go in to the office and answer whiny emails from entitled jackasses. Jesus, my life right now. I'm in the midst of hating this whole dating thing. It's a long story that I don't feel like getting into, but I just feel so undesirable right now, which is the common thing that happens when I know I'm on the verge of being rejected. So I overcompensate and look for things to make me feel better about my situation. Currently, those things are two new men that I'm not all that interested, but that will do for my purposes. Don't ever let anyone tell you dating is fun. It's hell.
I was super depressed this morning, but then JK and I had brunch at our favorite #hiddengem, where I ate all the things. That was followed by Riptide for their 10th Anniversary, where there was more food (omg BBQ!) and alcohol. I felt immensely better after hanging out, but now I'm full and dying after my 2 hour nap. I need to get my life in order, but I also don't have time to get my life in order. I was supposed to be productive this weekend, but that went out the window. I'm okay with that, though. I got to spend time with my friends, who I hadn't seen in forever - lots of yummy dinners and fun conversation.
One day my shit will be together, but it may take some time and I just need to be patient.
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