finally!

Finally heard back from the outside job and it's a no. To be honest, I'm just so happy to have ANY answer at all that I'm not even all that upset. It stings a bit - all rejection stings a bit - but as more and more time passed and they hadn't gotten back to me, the enthusiasm waned. Although I may not have the job I want, I do have a *good* job, at a great company, and that's something. Now I just need to find my way forward. I'm not sure what to do next. I think I'm too tapped out for a real, long intensive job search. I'll apply to things here and there as I hear about them, but I think instead I'm going to try and fix the problem from the inside instead of just running from it. I'm going to try and figure out what would make me happy at this company - a new role, a transfer, trying to fix the role I'm currently in. I'm not really sure, but I've got some time to think about it, and I'm going to do just that.