Ugh, vacation is over. I'm excited to be back in the city and see friends, but I'm not excited about work. I am SO far behind on this February event - it's insane. I cannot fuck around anymore. I have ALL the meetings and need to get so much done for them. I'm also tired as hell, but luckily tomorrow is Friday and I just need to get through the day. Then I can come home and relax for the night.
Sometimes I just feel like I'm failing at work, even when I know I'm not. It's not even that others make me feel this way - it's just that based on my own standards, I fall short. I know I need to stop doing this to myself - it doesn't help anything and it stresses me out. Right now, I'm at peak anxiety. Also I think exhaustion and jetlag have something to do with it, but I need to power through. It will all be okay. The best thing about events - they have an end date.
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