This year is going by so damn quickly. It was definitely the fastest year on record, even though it sucked balls for me. All that angst about my job, my inability to really date... so happy to wash my hands of 2014. I'm trying to brainstorm my theme for 2015. Love? Rebirth? Resurrection? Fulfillment? Not really sure yet... but I still have a little less than two months to ponder this. I'm looking forward to the new year.
I'm throwing myself into new projects at work and it feels really good. I feel like I actually have the capacity to be creative and to think outside the box! I haven't felt that way in forever. It's a nice change of pace at the office. Rededicating myself to being an event manager and figuring out what's important to me and where I excel.
In my romantic life, I'm trying to grow the fuck up and stop dating children. It was a nice little detour (more on that in a later entry), but I'm ready to get off the carousel right now and get back to real life.
I'm thinking of moving. I'm just really over my apartment and my neighborhood. I'm also convinced I'm going to be killed, as two dudes were outside my window with a ladder last night, but I digress. There are so many things about the city I love, but I don't know if I can thrive here. (Shoutout to Vest - thrive like Maya!) So the East Bay may be calling me... seeing as how I cannot afford a new place in SF unless I move to Bayview, which I don't know if I'm willing to do. If I do move, though, buying is the only thing that makes sense. If I'm going to continue to rent, then I'm better off staying in my large, rent-controlled space.
Anyway, change is in the air. I love it.
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