late night musings.

Oddly enough, I am not tired. I don't know why. Maybe I slept enough this weekend. Maybe it's the infusion of exercise that I've been doing over the past two days. I did a 2.8 mile walk on Saturday and a 2.4 mile walk on Sunday. Today, I got on the rowing machine for 2 minutes (to see if I could stand it) and took an hour-long restorative yoga class. I'm trying to rehabilitate my body through exercise. I miss it. That's a post for another day, though. Anyway, I feel like rambling and need to get my thoughts out, so here we are.

1. Real Housewives of Atlanta. OMG GIRL. Words cannot express how insane tonight's episode was. I don't normally get wrapped up in reality shows - I save most of my fangirling for tween things like Pretty Little Liars and Ravenswood or for more adult shows like Criminal Minds, but this episode slayed me. 
2. Gaby Hoffman may be the best thing about Girls (well, besides Adam. Love Adam). I hope she never leaves the show.
3. I didn't suck too much at yoga today. I liked it and I think I'm going to go back! Excitement!
4. I am in a weird little slump. I don't know what exactly is going on, but I am definitely not at a high point right now and I'm trying to work my way through it.
5. CHAPPELLE! He is coming to SF and I'm going to bust my ass to get tickets. It's also at the new SF Jazz Center and the event manager in me is dying to check out the venue.
6. I'm obsessed with this book I just bought, The Sexual Life of Catherine M. ::fans self:: It is not for the prude and I am eating it up with a spoon.
7. I'm thinking about a conversation I had today - I can't get it out of my head and that bothers me. It's hard when people hold up a mirror to you and you either don't like what you see or don't see what the problem is with what the mirror is showing you. I'm currently trying to decide if I feel the former or the latter. I'm not really sure, though.
8. I'm tired of caring what people think about the life decisions that I've opted to make. I think I'm just tired of everything. I feel incredibly exhausted and I'm not sure why. Maybe blood clot. Maybe stagnation/ambivalence at my job. Maybe it's just one of my moods. I just can't deal right now. I want everything to just sort itself out in a nice little package, but I'm also aware that life is not like that.
9. I'm thisclose to crying. Blah. I hate crying. 
10. I need to stop sleeping with the TV on. I woke up in the middle of the night to an episode of American Horror Story and nearly crapped my pants with fear.

That's all for right now. Work is going to be brutal tomorrow if I don't get my butt in bed now.

xoxo